I don't know how I could be the dependable one
or the helpful one
or the supportive one
when i can't even
depend on
help
support
myself.

I'm tired of being the responsible one today.
I can't stand to not feel anyone in this house.
I felt Nan and Pop in the old house.
I just work, work, work, work.
It feels like it's for nothing
and I'm sick of being the safe one.
I'm sick of being unconditional
and having less returned.

But you can't undo nineteen years of building in just one morning before work.